today we have no appointments. no doctor wants to see me and that is nice. finally a break since this all started. i have pretty much been in bed all day. returning emails, talking on the phone, people stopping by, reading blogs, and being with ava. mostly justin has been with ava, but i think that is okay for today. i am tired. i will nap soon. i wish i had more to say but i don't really. thank you for bearing this burden with us, we do not feel alone.