today did not start off very well. i think i woke up a bit anxious about this stupid hair cut. anyways my hair is short and i do not love it. i used to hate it. but i am trying to embrace it. its just hair. although i am not thrilled about having short hair since i love my low maintenance long hair. i certainly do not miss the long strands of hair that were coming out of my head. it was just hard. justin loves my short hair. he said i look sassy and i think that is funny. i am just trying to figure out how to style it since i have never "styled" my hair in my life. so we will see how it goes. and i bet as soon as i figure out how to make it look good...i will be bald.
i have been thinking a lot about god and how good he is. i really have never felt more at peace in all my life. i know its from him. its the only way to explain it. i got something in the mail that said "i don't trust God because i understand all he does. i trust him because of who he is." so that is it. that is my heart.